You are scared of being vulnerable, but you want a deeper connection with someone, you will have to be weak to be strong.
If you want a deeper relationship with someone in your life, you are probably feeling hesitant and nervous about letting go. If you are scared of letting yourself become vulnerable by opening up, know that this is the path to strong relationships and this is a barrier you have to break through if you want solid connections. Being vulnerable with someone will also make you a stronger person.